I've got a heart so full of hate I'm afraid it's one day going to burst, making my mom sad and traumatizing those who bore witness to my little heart going out. Everybody's grandma says "it's best to live life with love in your eyes", but I've been hurt a handful of times, so I think I'll stay inside. I dream in polyphony almost every night. If I think so much about wanting to die, why am I so scared of it? I will happily grind my teeth into dust before I tell you I'm hurt. It's something worth upholding while I can. I know I'm a death-obsessed hypochondriac, but my body's out to get me and I've convinced myself I shouldn't make it past age 35.
from As Much As I Forget,
released April 24, 2020
Clock sample courtesy of Freesound user InspectorJ
supported by 15 fans who also own “As Much As I Forget”
I've been listening to this album since like, 2017 or 2018, and man, it has seriously been there for many magical moments in my life. Songs that I've gotten lost in the woods to, moved to college to, and even made illustrations for school about. everything this artist makes, but this album especially, hold a special place in my heart. aquaspiderfan